Church On Sundays

Man. Doesn't it feel good? Let me first explain that I wasn't always how I am. I'm sure everyone know's what I'm talking about. There was a point in my younger life, where I didnt really understand what living was about. I thought I did. I had fun. I know that for sure. But back then, if I only knew what I know now. I would be better off.

I been away from home so long now. That I'm just focused to make every second away, meaningful. Mr. Donovan Thompson, Mr. Businessman. Mr. Changed Man. I've been through a good amount in my time so far. Still young and going strong. Definitely a point where I really thought I would be rich as hell right now, playin in the NBA, smokin a fat one with Michael Jordan. Only part of that is true. But I've learned to live with things and to adjust to lifes inconsistencies.

I've finally found a home away from home, or more specifically church. The Oasis International Ministries with Pastor Cortez and Pastor Jermaine. These brothers have been kind and accepting since day one when I entered the church doors. Makes me want to get up and post a blog about it. Since my fiance and I have been going there, we've been able to open up our hearts more to the one we need to.

If only when I was 10 or 11 or even 1 or 2, if I was able to understand what love was, and the feelings it bring, I would have been able to make it further I think. It's good time for me to be proud to say what I believe in. My goal is to be a petter person one day at a time.

Sometimes when I talk to my mom on the phone, I hear frustration or disappointment, and being far away, its hard not knowing what's going on with the ones you've been closest to all your life. This is the longest I've been away from her side and I have to do what I can to make sure I get back there as soon as I can. My goal is to be the best friend I can be. Even to those who may have been my enemy all these years. To forgive and let go.

I hope this blog helps me to express myself to those that matter to me. Its hard being far away from everyone. There are always times when you could have used some good advice, or a good hug or a good pat on the back. There are also times when you could have used a good reality check. Mr. Gregory Thompson is best at that. And I've told him this before, I've held grudges, both of us, and I have learned to let go and move forward.

There isn't enough time in the world to miss out on life. Take everyday for what it is and make the best of what you can.

Live and Love on.

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